Saturday, March 17, 2012

Few Things...

I've had this blog since I was 14 and I turn 17 in three months.
It means it's been 3 years since I started taking writing seriously.
I wrote my first short story when I was seven.
And that means ten years separate me from the beginning.
I've written about 150 stuff ranging from prose to poetry to short stories
Except for very few things, I hate all of them.
"Why"' might cross your mind.
It's simply because they've been written with a person I've always hated.
That is me.
I actually have an image of what I want to be.
I  wanna start transforming to her
I have always wanted it.
But beloved inertia always pulls me to the self I hate
That is myself.
How can you break the bonds ?
How can I uproot me from me?
But then, Enough questions...
Let me start acting.


A Few Resolutions:
I'll never share myself with another
I'll never forget that closeness has its limits
I'll never forget that bonds can be too dangerous.
I'll never quit reading again for long periods of times.
I've always known how tricky minutes can be
Now, I'll start treating them for what they are
I'll find an hour for writing everyday.



4 comments:

  1. That was beautiful <3, I loved your blog ^__^ , and I have just added it to my blog list ,Check mine too!

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  2. The first three resolutions seem to be a reaction to being hurt in a relationship... something all of us have experienced. I hope that -- after a period of healing -- you'll be willing to risk sharing yourself with another again.

    The last three are worth attention each and every day.

    :)

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  3. Thank you a lot Bard for your great support. I am sorry I don't usually reply to your comments, that's because I rarely check my blog. I just really want you to know that I deeply appreciate all that you say :)

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